Everything doesnt seem to be okay after all.

Meeting with the girls is canceled as i need to have my studio crit that day.

And the oscar thing, i think i've more or less gave up. We're fine. As fine as how andrew and i are currently. Which goes to say a lot, really. Heh.

I miss Gerald though.

This break feels more rushed for me than relaxing. I'm really worried as to if i can finish everything on time and well.

Crit on monday didnt go too well. Which was pretty bad really. The full reality of the situation only hit me the next morning when i woke up. Heh. Oh well. Dont wanna think anymore. Dont wanna do anymore. I'm so in the mood to just curl up in bed and hibernate till everything's over.

I wish things were back to normal and i still had you around for support.